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I was young and impulsive when I first saw you. Wouldn’t care less for whatever it takes, floated on and just let you lead to where you want me to be. Showed me what the world means and how reality sometime does bite. How people can be cruel just to be at the advantage even if it means stepping on somebody’s shoes. And that was the first time I saw you cry and the first time that I realize that I have fallen for you.
Being into you perhaps wasn’t a good idea, constantly reminded me to hold down my horses but I was foolish not to because day by day I fell deeper into you. We met and you just don’t know how I felt that day, it was like opening your first Christmas gift and got the perfect gift you’ve always wanted! I just hope you felt happy though that time. So how can I not love you?
Then I have to see you go and that was the first time I felt so lonely seeing something so wonderful go. But that’s just how its going to be because we are living in a real world and not just my make believe world. So how can I not love you by that?
Change is the only constant thing in this world and that was what happened. I blamed my self and even went to begging for your attention. Tears have fallen and I know somehow you too had shed one for me. It hit me hard and I just can’t let it go that easily but you know your way and you had to do what you have to do to appease me. I was maimed but I had to continue living still with that bleeding heart and a healing soul. A soul that fell in love and got hurt but continue to love because of the life that you have given me. So how can I not love you for that?
April came and we met again; and the same feeling I felt before just came rushing back again to me. And there you are with all smiles yet I know things are going to be different this time. Trying to suppress everything but eventually curiosity kills; made a big mistake and had my self again hurt, hurt because I felt cheated and hurt because I’m trying to deny the answer for the question “Why couldn’t it be me?”. It was the second time now that I saw you cry and you just don’t know also that seeing you cry just tears me. Now tell me why can’t I love you?
I have to let you go and just be happy for you wherever you go because that’s the real meaning of what true love has to be. It was the last time I felt your hug and if only I could freeze that moment I would have done so.
How many days have past since that time. We lived our lives like we used to and you made achievements and I made my own too. Time heals and what was left were scars however time to time it still bleed realizing how much I miss you. Letting the pain remain makes me love you, you’re not to be blamed no one should and there will never be because it is my choice to stay from where you left off.
How can I not love you when for some reason you made me a person. Thank you so much my friend and till we meet again.